For love is blind and you're far too kind

I feel like the best way to stick to my new years resolutions is to write them down. (Wow self, 21 days into the month and you are finally writing them down. Good for you.)

First off my goal for this year is to floss my teeth every night before bed! This may seem like a silly resolution but I am a strong believer that making healthy things a habit is always a good idea, and honestly who doesn’t need to floss a little bit more? (So far I’ve been really good and flossed every night! Even those nights where you get home at 3 in the morning and just want to fall down in bed!)

My second goal for the year is to remove all of my makeup before bed. This has been something that I’ve been doing since the summer but I still feel like it’s important that I write it down and stick with it. I just want my skin to be lovely again and I am determined to make good habits and stick with them!
The third thing will sound silly but I am resolving to not put stuff on my staircase – either I am going to walk my ass upstairs and put it away or I am going to put it somewhere on the main level but everyone is sick of my putting all my stuff right in the middle of the staircase (meaning it is 100x harder for them to go up and down the stairs) Bad habit I will break you!

The last resolution is one I try to make every semester and never keep with it (but who does keep all of their resolutions. Honestly.) and that is to keep up with my readings for all my classes so I’m not a frantic mess a couple of days before the midterm/final attempting to read like 200 pages a night. So far I’m doing okay for this in a couple of my classes but not all of them. Someone please motivate me!

Other then that there’s always the usual eat healthier, exercise more often, swear less, be a better person etc. Those don’t require explanation though, I think those are the basic resolutions that everyone makes =P

I'll give you all of me, even though you don't love me

Christmas Hiatus. Apologies. I know there are just SO many people waiting on my every word here. Not.

First- I know people tend to hate when they are listening to something and then suddenly their friends are obsessed with said music. I understand, I do, but sometimes our friends have the best taste in music. This brings me to my point of being mildly obsessed with The Weeknd. Nothing new to some people but oh my dear baby J the sound of his voice is like heaven. If that were playing in a room that smelled like a less pungent Abercrombie store I might need to be strapped down. Serious business here people.

Second- I do not want to go back to school at all. I’m currently having quite the issue with picking between two different English classes. One is a case study of women’s American literature and the other is a case study of plagiarism in literature. I was so jacked on the women in lit class (because its with a prof I’ve had before and I thought she was pretty good) but as of recent events I have decided I maybe don’t like her as much as I thought I did – therefore maybe I should branch out into new areas with new teachers! I am so confused! The other factor in this is that if I take the plagiarism class I wont start class till 2 pm on Tues and Thurs and lets be honest here that is just a recipe for bad news. Aid please come my way.

Third – (lastly) I wanted to follow up on my last post about never being fully happy. I truly think that I’m often just trying to find something wrong with the situation so that I can get out of it- even if it’s fine. My issue right now is that I don’t know if things are going well or not, and no one knows enough about the two of us to make an executive decision. Boo.